Etobicoke

When I visited Toronto for the first time, I lived in my home city Yokohama which is adjacent to Tokyo (more precisely it is adjacent to a city that is adjacent to Tokyo). Tokyo and the surrounding area including Yokohama is like a gigantic version of GTA (Greater Toronto Area), and at that time, I thought Toronto was a small city. When I lived in Hamilton, I often visited Toronto and thought Toronto is a big city. When I lived in Orillia, I thought even Barrie, which is way smaller than Toronto, was a big city. The notion of “big” and “small” is always relative.

It’s been one week since I moved to Etobicoke which is western part of Toronto. As I wrote in an old post, I spent a couple of weeks at my friends’ place in downtown Toronto during Christmas vacation after having lived in Orillia for a little more than a month, and at that time, I couldn’t tell which I preferred; urban or rural. Now I can tell without hesitation that I prefer living in an urban area. My experience in a small town for ten months seems to change my perspective. Etobicoke is not as “urban” as downtown Toronto. It’s not a very exciting place, but I feel relieved to live in a lively place.

I should emphasize that “urban” does not necessarily mean “little green”. Many people, even in Japan, presume that Tokyo is “made of concrete”, but in fact, there are many green and relaxing places in Tokyo. I lived in Barcelona, which is way smaller than Tokyo, for three months in 2005. I found it is “made of stone” with little green, less greener than Tokyo, and I felt a little uncomfortable for that reason. I like to live in an urban and green city.

September 22, 2013Permalink

Good bye, Orillia

I always wish I could predict my future, which never happens.

When I was doing the previous temporary job, I thought/hoped/wished I would find a next job soon. Since I did not know where it would be, I thought it would be safer to stay in Orillia while looking for a job and then move to a new place after getting a job. It’s been two months, and now I’m doing a freelance job to do at home. If I knew this would happen, I would have moved right after ending the previous job. Tomorrow I will move to Etobicoke, hoping life will be better in some way.

To be honest, I did not enjoy living in Orillia. I should say that it is not because of the place. As you see below, It’s a lovely place. It is because of the job. I know life should not be controlled by job. But… anyways. It’s a long story.

I hope that life will be better eventually, and that someday I will visit Orillia for vacation and enjoy it.

Orillia

September 13, 2013Permalink

10 years

It’s been 10 years since I came to Canada in September 2003 when I entered the University of Calgary. I spent about 3 years in Japan after graduating from U of C, so I have lived in Canada for about 7 years in total.

One of today’s hottest Japanese news is the retirement of Hayao Miyazaki, the most famous and probably the most talented animation film director of Japan. It was announced by the president of the film studio that Hayao Miyazaki works for, Studio Ghibli, and he will officially talk about his retirement at a press conference on Sept. 6th. Now we don’t know why he decided to retire, but according to an internet article, the president told that a character in his newest animation film says “a creative period only lasts for 10 years”, and that Hayao Miyazaki said “my 10 years ended a long time ago”.

Really? I mean, does a creative period last only for 10 years? I have not watched the animation film yet, and don’t know in what context the character says that. I just want to believe that a creative period lasts way longer than 10 years; otherwise my creative period will end soon.

I like Ghibli films because both children and adults can enjoy it, and probably children and adults watch it in different ways. I liked it when I was a child simply because it was fun, but did not watch it in my 20s and early 30s because I thought watching animation films was childish. Now I like it again because it reminds me of something precious that adults tend to forget. As I wrote in the previous post, I often forget a beginner’s mind. It seems that I should rethink what is fundamental for me, so that my creative period will last longer than 10 years.

September 1, 2013Permalink

What we learn from natural disaster

I lived in Calgary from 2003 to 2008. It is my first Canadian city to live, and my first impression of Canada was very good. It’s a big “small town”, and I like their hospitality. As I wrote in an old post, I feel a sense of home both in Calgary and Ontario, and my heart is still Calgarian. Today, probably every Canadian knows that Calgary and the surrounding areas suffered massive flood 10 days ago.

Recently I had a chance to talk with Canadian workers about natural disasters. I talked about the earth quake that hit Eastern Japan 2 years ago on March 11, and they talked about natural disasters in Canada like flood and tornado. One of our common understanding was that people help each other when they suffer natural disaster. One of the Canadian worker’s house was flooded a few weeks ago. He said even strangers talked to him and asked if he needed help. When Calgary was flooded, many facebook posts from my Calgarian friends were about the flood; some of them offered a place for evacuees, and some others shared information for evacuees and other sufferers. Recent TV news have shown how Calgarians help other sufferers. As broadcasted overseas, when the earthquake hit Eastern Japan, people in the most affected area, Tohoku (north east), showed their spirit to help each other when they are facing trouble. At that time, I was often depressed because I could not find a job, but encouraged by them.

Of course we should be aware that not everyone can act like that in disaster areas. When another massive earthquake hit Western Japan in 1995, many sufferers acted calmly, and quietly waited for help. It was broadcasted overseas, and many people in other countries were impresses. This implies that many people in other countries cannot act like this; riots often break out, and people loot food. We also should not forget people in disaster areas who are severely depressed and cannot think of others. They need time and help to be relieved.

Today is Canada Day. Unfortunately, I have worked seven days in a row, including night shift for five days until this morning, and I cannot do anything but having rest at home today. I just quietly wish everyone’s happy Canada Day. My current contract job will end at the end of this week, and I’m still looking for a new job. Still, I should think I am lucky because I have a place to live safely. Remember how I was encouraged by the earthquake sufferers when I was looking for a job in Japan.

July 1, 2013Permalink

Job interview

I had a job interview yesterday. Why do I write about it today? Because I was exhausted yesterday. It was not because I drove to Missisauga and came back during the rush hour. The interviewer asked many tough questions, and I answered all questions smoothly. Time flew. I thought it was about half an hour, but it was actually nearly one hour. When I left the office building, I found I was exhausted. Luckily I drove home safely.

I can say the interview went well. Can I relax now? No. They just started a hiring process, and will have interviews with some other candidates, and will contact me around the end of this month or the beginning of next month if I can proceed to the next step. I will have a few more anxious weeks. Probably other candidates will feel the same.

Through the interview, I have found some things about me. First of all, I did not know I could talk that much confidently in English during a job interview. When I had an interview to get the current job, I had an interview with a Japanese manager and briefly talked with a Canadian HR manager to show my English speaking skill. Yesterday’s interview was my first “serious” face-to-face job interview in English. I know my confidence comes from my experiences. Whatever question the interviewer asked, I looked for a real example from a wide variety of experiences. My experience at the Faculty of Environmental Design helped me a lot, too. Professors there love to ask harsh questions, and I had been trained by them. The interviewer’s questions were tough but not as harsh as the EVDS professors’ questions. Another contributing factor is this blog. Of course there is a big difference between written expressions and oral communication, but it helps me to organize my thoughts and prepare for expressing them.

I hope I will not need to have a job interview with other companies. But I may need to, and now I should think how I can improve my oral communication skill. Yesterday’s interview was “good”, but could have been better for sure. For now, I hope the few anxious weeks will pass by fast.

June 12, 2013Permalink

Different perspectives

I went to Niagara Falls on day 1 of this long weekend. It was my fourth time to visit there: twice in winter, and twice in summer. Whenever I visit there, I feel the same, and find something new.

Niagara Falls, different perspectives

For different reasons, I have never had enough time to stay there as much as I want. For the first and second times, I used bus and my schedule depended on the bus schedule. For the third and this time, I drove and was free from bus schedule, but rushed by someone else. Last time, I was rushed by a workaholic as I wrote in a previous post. This time, I was rushed by a person who visited Niagara Falls for the second time. I don’t know why he did not enjoy it, but perhaps, unlike me, he did not find anything new. For me, it’s not all about a huge amount of water falling in an amazing way; I feel the air, scenery of the season, people of the time, and anything around me. I’ve never had enough time to feel everything. But I understand that people have different perspectives.

What do I always feel the same? The photo above is probably one of the typical views of Niagara Falls. It is, of course, fantastically great. No doubt. Having said that, I prefer the view in the photo below. It may not be as awesomely impressive as the one above. I should mention that neither of the photos here are good enough at all to show how tremendously amazing the falls are. One of the reasons is the quality of my photos, which is rather a minor reason. In fact, it’s not all about the view; it’s a combination of the view, sound, mist (like storm), and atmosphere. I love the view below partially because it is the closest view of Horseshoe Falls. Furthermore, from there, I can see the enormous vastness of the upper stream, a thick layer of water sliding over a long sharp edge of rocks, and the transition between the static flow of huge amount of water and the dynamic, beautifully stunning water falls. To make a very long story short, it’s the power of Nature.

Niagara Falls, different perspectives, what I always feel

As different people have different perspectives, everyone has different perspectives at different times depending on what they have, what they value, and what they suffer from. I want to retain this sensibility no matter what happens to me.

May 20, 2013Permalink

Good to hear bad news

I have got email from two companies telling that I am not a good fit. One yesterday, and another one today. That’s obviously bad news, but it’s good to know that I have been considered to be a candidate.

According to the discouraging internet article that I mentioned in a previous post, the chance of your cover letter to be read is 17%. Approximately once in six times. Many companies do not require a cover letter today, and I have only sent five cover letters so far (and applied for many more jobs without cover letter). At least one of those two companies seems to have read my cover letter; they appreciated my enthusiasm that cannot be found on my resume. The other one might as well. Isn’t it good to know two out of five have been read?

I even don’t know I am positive or negative, encouraged or discouraged, but I’ll just keep looking for a job anyways. Maybe it’s time to look for a part-time job to make money while doing a full-time job called job hunting.

April 18, 2013Permalink

Somebody is out there.

I went to Hamilton yesterday to attend “my” students’ final presentation. As I wrote in a previous post, if I understand it correctly, the aim of the course is to make engineers designers. Some students might have had a struggle to accept a fact that technology is not the only thing that engineers need to care about. For the final presentation, the instructors invited some guests who work in the area that the students’ projects fit. During their presentation, the instructors, some of the guests and even other students often asked some harsh questions, which is quite common in a graduate school, which I have experienced several times, which I learned from. I tried to play a different role and made some constructive comments, like “this is good, so that could have been better if you did it in the same way.” I liked to see their smile after harsh questions.

After the presentation, one of the guests, who asked some harsh questions, told me that she liked my comments. It’s good to know that some people appreciate my role. The instructors appreciated it too, and they told me that they will talk to some people who could lead me to a design-related job. I understand that they cannot guarantee anything, and I should not be optimistic about it. But it’s good to know that somebody is out there willing to help me get a job.

I am not strong, but not alone in this fight. Somebody is out there.

April 13, 2013Permalink

I’m fired. Now what?

It’s tricky.  My “original” contract ends at the end of March which is today.  A couple of weeks ago, they, actually “he”, decided to extend my contract for three weeks and said he would probably extend extension.  I had been quite busy until a couple of weeks ago and did not have time to prepare for job hunting, and my plan was to look for a job during the extension period.  A week ago, a day after I signed a new contract, he suddenly decided to cancel the new contract.  Why?  Because the project is way behind the schedule because of his mismanagement and he decided to send back most of the Japanese workers, which dis-necessitates interpreters.  Technically speaking, I am not “fired”.  He has the right to cancel the contract by notifying a week before, which is clarified on the contract.  From a legal point of view, it is acceptable.  But from a humanitarian point of view, is it?  It could have been avoided, but he chose to cut disposable temporary workers.

He said he would ask me to work for them again two weeks later when they are ready to restart the project.  Do I trust him?  No.  What happens if it takes three weeks, or four weeks… which is easily predicted based on their past management.  I should look for a new job right now, but the problem is many of the others, mostly Canadians, expect me to come back.  He brutally “fired” me, but now, for others, I generously wait.  Am I stupid?  Yes, definitely.  But I don’t want to be like him.  I don’t want to betray other people’s expectation.  OK, I will wait for one week.

Using disposable workers is a “good” business strategy.  Well, he expects me to come back, so I am a “reusable” worker.  Anyways.  But is it, I mean, is using disposable workers sustainable?  The three pillars of sustainable development are environmental responsibility, economic security, and social well-being.  Theoretically, the “good” business strategy misses the last pillar.  However, in fact, sadly, many companies use the strategy and they survive or even prevail, like the Japanese car companies that “fired” thousands of temporary workers to make them homeless a few years ago.  This is the reality.

So, now what?  Even if they ask me to work for them again, I will need to look for a new job later.  Now I am thinking of two options: one is to look for a full-time job, and the other one is to look for a part-time job and prepare for starting a small business.  I am tired of fooling my time and talent because of someone else’s mismanagement.  Fortunately or unfortunately, I have time to think of my future plan.

As I wrote in a previous post, let’s see how the looser will fail.

March 31, 2013Permalink

Two years since the earthquake and tsunami

It’s been two years since the earthquake and tsunami hit Eastern Japan on March 11, 2011.  I was in Japan then, and still remember everything like yesterday.  My home is far from the epicenters (it was not “epicenter” but there were multiple epicenters), but it was the biggest and also longest earthquake I have ever experienced.  Everything around me changed since then: TV programs on every channel reporting the updated information of the suffered areas all the day without advertisement, lack of food due to damaged infrastructure and panic buying, never-ending aftershocks and earthquake-sick, rolling blackout, messages and donation from all over the world, confusion, hopelessness and the feeling of unity…

Today someone complained to me that tons of tsunami-related garbage from Japan have reached BC coasts.  Who’s fault is it?  Nobody!  No one deliberately sent any garbage from Japan to Canada.  Some people expect the owners of the “debris” to pay for cleaning, but they cannot even afford cleaning up their land.  I want those complainers to understand that thousands of people in the affected areas still live in temporary dwellings since their hometown is still filled with debris.

I wrote I remember everything, but not really.  I quitted a job a day before the earthquake, and scheduled job interviews were cancelled.  In the great confusion, many companies were not ready to hire new employees.  But I dared to think I was lucky; I had a place to live and a warm bed to sleep in while thousands of people lost everything. Now I don’t know what I will be doing three weeks from now; the current contract job will end at the end of this month and I am still looking for a job.  Can I think I am lucky now?  Now I turned off the room light and lit a candle to remember the rolling-blackout nights.

One more reason to light a candle.  R.I.P. all the victims of the earthquake and tsunami.

March 11, 2013Permalink