Charity is…

Hakone is one of my most favorite travel destinations in Japan. You will see how beautiful it is in my facebook photo albums, like Hakone in Red, Hakone motorcycle day trip, or Hakone trip. Hakone is in my home prefecture, and I am proud of it.

It has been about two years and one month since the earthquake and tsunami hit Eastern Japan. Believe or not, there are still piles of debris in the suffered areas, and many of them have been exposed to radiation. Although the level of exposure is very low, those local governments cannot afford to appropriately dispose of the debris. They need help from other local governments. According to a recent Japanese internet article, the town of Hakone decided to accept some of the radiation-exposed debris and safely dispose of them in the town. Now I have a new reason to be proud of Hakone.

The mayor of Hakone described some of the reasons. One of the reasons is that Hakone will most probably be one of stricken areas of an anticipated big earthquake of the region. Anticipated big earthquake? Yes, many researchers expect a big earthquake in the region based on scientific observations, though they cannot tell when it will hit. Another reason is that the economy of Hakone is supported by tourists from all over Japan including the suffered areas in Tohoku (North-East Japan). They help other people because they are helped by others. They help people in a disaster-affected area because they know they will be helped by other people because of a similar disaster in the future.

The Japanese proverb says, “情けは人のためならず” which literary means “charity is not for people”. Some Japanese misunderstand that it means charity is not “good” for others, but this is wrong. It means that charity is not only for other people but also for yourself; if you do something for other people with sympathy, they will do something good for others, and eventually someone else will do something for you in the future.

Now I need help. Have I helped others enough?

April 9, 2013Permalink

What doesn’t kill me makes me stronger. Really?

I am not strong.
As I wrote in a previous post, I was fired and this is the second time to look for a job after graduating from McMaster University. I created this blog when I was looking for a job last time. If you read early posts, you see how discouraged I was then. I applied for many jobs, but all of them except for one responded. I was really depressed, but it did not kill me. Did it make me stronger? No, I’m depressed again.
I am even desperate; whether I am happy or depressed, what I can do now is to keep looking for a job and apply for any job I can do. Oh well.

Recently I found this internet article, This Is Why Your Resume Was Rejected. This is very, very, very discouraging. But this is the reality. One good thing to know is that I am not alone.

April 8, 2013Permalink

Meeting my “client” and “students”

I am not good at making money.  I am not good at it at all.

Yesterday I went to Toronto to meet my “client” and my “students”.  As I wrote in a previous post, I designed a logo and business card for a friend of mine for free.  I’m not paid, so she is not really my “client”.  As I wrote in another previous post, I go to McMaster to serve as a teaching assistant in a class where I leaned last year. Yesterday’s class was at OCAD in downtown Toronto.  I am an unofficial volunteer TA, and they are not really my “students”.  But these are priceless experience for me. Networking is one of the things I expect, but it is only a tiny part.

Designing a logo and business card was an interesting experience for me.  Firstly, I used some Adobe Illustrator functions that I knew but had not used.  If I choose to do a freelance design job, I need to be familiar with those functions, and it was a good chance to practice it.  Secondly and more importantly, I found my role as a designer. There are many web services to help freelancers to design logo, business card and web site.  Those users choose some design from templates but not everyone know how to choose good ones.  Moreover, those templates do not satisfy everyone’s preference and the users have to compromise in some degree.  My role is to derive the client’s needs and preferences, visualize it with a set of design skills, and realize it with another set of design skills.  I need to practice it some more times before starting a business.

As I wrote in a previous post, I like teaching, and hearing “thank you, Hiro” after teaching is my delight.  It does not matter if I make money by doing it or not.  Am I stupid?  Maybe.  But who cares?

April 3, 2013Permalink

What to call myself

After not having worked for four days, I am officially unemployed from today.  Now what should I call myself?

When I went to a job fair early last month, I brought some “business” cards and called myself “in-between product designer”.  I was employed then, but was “in-between” a design school and a design job, so I called myself “in-between product designer”.  Since I launched my portfolio web site a few years ago, I have described myself as “in between” in the web site for this reason.  My LinkedIn headline is still “In-between Product Designer”, but since I am officially unemployed now, this is no longer a joke. On LinkedIn, you can call yourself as you like.  I’ve found that some people call themselves “Freelance Designer”, but I doubt some of them.  I dare to honestly call myself “in-between” there.

As I mentioned yesterday, one of the options I am thinking now is to do a part-time job and prepare for starting a small business.  Probably I will not do product design at least in early phases of the business.  I will focus on graphic design, web design and presentation design.  This is why the subtitle of my portfolio web site has been “Total Design Solutions by Hiro Shibata”.  Today I made new “business” cards and called myself Total Designer.  I know I will need to explain what it means, but it’s better than writing “Product Design, Web Design, Graphic Design, Presentation Design” to make it messy.

Anyways, I will wait for the former company to ask me to come back to work as they said (which I doubt) for a few more days.  Even if they actually ask me to work for them again, it won’t last long and I will need to look for a new job anyways.  In next few days, let’s sit back and make a plan for coming few months, and then look for a part-time job.

April 1, 2013Permalink